Remember Remember

(The below is taken from a naïve viewpoint of politicians and corporate behavior – knowing full-well greed and power are known factors, but for argument’s sake, let us pretend both are on the level, and 100% mean to do the ‘right’ thing) 

I know many people; from various walks of life, from various philosophical persuasions, from various religions – but do you know one thing that breaks down all barriers?  No, it isn’t love.  It is fear.

Fear pushes those from all different perspectives to align into a monolithic way of thinking.  It allows people to become a part of a “Mass Formation”.  This great phycological experiment of the last two years has truly demonstrated this. 

Never before in this or last generation have we been able to unite in aggression against a single entity, that we change the way people think of ethical behavior.

Many of you have opinions, likely based in fear of what you’ve read, been told, or otherwise believe regarding the COVID-19 Pandemic. Indeed, I have many ‘opinions’ about how this has been handled and have probably shared them with you in the past.  One thing that has stuck out to me is the willingness to do things we otherwise would question simply because we’re afraid. 
Indeed, if we accept as many have that this disease is incredibly deadly (which it absolutely can be) and that contracting it is a death sentence, I too would sacrifice many ‘freedoms’ to preserve life almost at any cost.  While many friends, family, and people I admire have suffered and even died of this virus, the cold data represents something far less worrisome. This isn’t a post to ‘convince’ people of anything, but I hope it causes people to reflect. 
I now live in a world where if you don’t get a needle inserted into you and injected with a substance that to date has only been tested en masse for 18 months, you are not welcome to participate in many aspects of society – including providing for yourself and/or your family.   The reasoning is clear – we are afraid of people who do not get this medicine because we suspect that those without it could be a threat to our way of life or life itself, regardless of whether or not we ourselves have accepted this medicine. 

The rational is difficult to argue.  Leaders we elect feel it is their duty to protect their constituents lives at all costs.  It matters not how this divides us, how it affects us, how it changes us – all that matters is life at all costs.  If I believe this medicine was the almighty cure I’ve been told in spite of numerous data points, I may even be swayed to execute these orders myself.  It’s only logical, right?  We must do this, it is our civic duty to get injections when we’re told for the betterment of our fellow man. 

Let me just say, regardless of your convictions on this topic, we really need to look long-term on the precedent this sets for our future.  Arguably, this medicine should help many people and typically does.  I am very glad it exists and am grateful to the pharmaceutical companies who’s researchers worked diligently to create it.  That isn’t my concern.  As much distrust I have due to the historical blights on that industry, I am very glad they at least appear to be trying to help humanity in this instance. 

But just remember this moment.  The moment you condemned so many for not simply wanting to get an injection to better humanity.  Remember the next time a multi-billion-dollar government-backed initiative comes around for something else and regardless of the legitimate concerns you may have, you are told to simply do what you’re told and be injected with yet another substance…

Remember this time. Remember.

Stranded in Death

Say hello to your loveable partner in crime – BB

First post in over a year and it has “Death” in the title.  How apt for the time we’re told that we’re in.

 

I have just finished one of the most fascinating mediums of media I have ever experienced. The 2019 “Death Stranding” is a roller coaster of a game both in concept and execution.   This game , should you choose to finish it, will challenge the way in which you view the gaming medium. 

Set in a post-apocalyptic future where ghosts have invaded our reality; nothing about this game is normal or plays like anything before it. 

With an unborn baby strapped to your front, you go on a mission to reconnect America.  Except this isn’t the America you think you know…  this is a truly broken world.  Disparate groups of people who cannot venture out into the world for fear of an useable evil that will certainly kill them.  Indeed, the irony wasn’t lost on me as someone playing this in 2020…   Even the tenuous reluctance to ‘connect’ with others for fear of spying, oversharing, and overreliance on the ‘chiral’ network (the internet) is something that stood out to me as hitting close to home especially now.  Even hints of misinformation by those in power, and those who seek power, really ties this Game into a realm of reality that was almost uncomfortable. 

What hit the most with this game wasn’t the abstract view of death and sci-fi, it was the relationships and personal stories that were told throughout – especially with the main protagonist and his ‘baby’ sidekick.  Completely took me by surprise how much this affected me. 

Without ruining any of the plot or story, I will only say that never has any medium of media affected me the way this game did.  I’m not ashamed to say I was ‘ugly crying’ by the end…  full on fetal position bawling my eyes out. 

With all the comparisons to our bleak 2020 and what we’ve been told to believe by those with the megaphone, I feel a game that focuses on connections through death was an almost prescient addition to our pop culture.  I hope that those who play it not only enjoy it for its amazing art, story, and gameplay, but also take away with a better sense of understanding of how the world works. 

We are not a monolith of consciousness  – we disagree with each other, we believe differently – yet as a whole we long to be connected even when it means bringing in negative aspects of that connection.  Many of the characters I connected in the game expressed concern with the over-socialized nature of the ‘chiral network’ and that they enjoy the serenity of being able to think for themselves; without being told what to do or how to think.   I believe this to be a wonderful example of the concept of ‘over socialized and under informed’ – that while we may believe or think one thing, the mob mentality or the bubble-think of our ‘network’ mustn’t prevent us from thinking for ourselves and making rational decisions outside any network. chiral or otherwise. 

Be well everyone.

Whirlwind

To sum up; My wife works for an awesome game company, we now live in Washington STATE, and we reside in a beautiful community called Tehaleh.  I will post an except from my journal to my son that was boiling in my brain that I feel compelled to share:

“We live in a beautiful community called Tehaleh and we go to the “Post” (community gathering place and wonderful coffee shop) every weekend. We are blessed beyond measure and I pray for wisdom nearly every day to guide me how to pass on our blessings to others.

It is always a pitfall to get stagnant in your walk with God, especially when you are inundated with good things happening in your life.

Yesterday, your cousin Anthony Lazik was over and we watched a great sermon by a great guy named Skye Jethani. This YouTube link may not work when you read this but here it is anyway; Skye Jethani | Rethinking Worship (01/21/2016)

In it, he speaks of how we view worship as a rejoicing for all the good God does in our lives without putting together the ‘wrath’ of God together as one being. Because we are human, we only see a very small view of reality, of how to ‘deal’ with God.   It is VERY hard to comprehend the stacks of personality and existence of this being we call God. He is, put bluntly, beyond out understanding. Thus our difficulty in understanding something as seemingly simple as worship. We need to worship Him as a whole, not just when He does good in our lives, but when our life is in flux or when we’re faced with negative aspects of our lives. This is why we have “faith”. I do hope that you continue following God throughout your life. If you do, I want you to know that the detractors of the God we serve are correct a lot of the time when they shout down to you that you’re blindly following an invisible ‘god’ and that your will is not your own when you do so. Indeed, this is what faith is – belief in something we cannot fully grasp. It is going to be very difficult. You will be questioned and you won’t have answers. Again, we are human. We can’t see easily beyond our own reality, therefore we must rely on faith and communion with God to allow us to glimpse His understanding.

C.S. Lewis is a phenomenal resource on this note. I am always reminded of Mark 9:24 (I did have to look this up as I remember the scripture, but not the location sadly – memorize these things, lol) when the father cries out “Lord I believe, please help me believe”. You WILL have doubts, it is sadly our nature. C.S. Lewis himself had doubts – he was Agnostic – but the more he delved into what God is, the stronger his faith became until he became a guidepost for the world of skeptics.

A fantastic song that I believe adequately sums up most of the “Christian’s” struggle is “Doubt” by Twenty One Pilots (one of yours and Ryker’s favorite bands) in where Tyler Joseph (who frequently writes about his struggle with Faith) writes “Don’t forget about me, Even when I doubt you, I’m no good without you”.

Tesla and the Falls

We had a wonderful time at Niagara Falls.  More specifically; I had a phenomenal time because I got to meet my hero post-humorously in the form of the Nikola Tesla monument on the Canadian-side of Niagara.

Despite what some people may think, I did not middle-name my son after a car company.  I named him after the oft-forgotten brilliant inventor and scientist Nikola Tesla.    I would highly recommend reading up on this brilliant man and how such genius was often taken advantage of (by Thomas Edison to name one), and sadly eventually fell into poverty..

Thanks to Mr. George Westinghouse for investing in Tesla’s pipe-dream of harnessing the immense power of Niagara Falls, we were able to jump-start the 20th Century dream of electricity in every home: “The desire that guides me in all I do is the desire to harness the forces of nature to the service of mankind.” – Nikola Tesla.

He invented the poly-phase generator that became the lynchpin to creating the world’s first hydro-electric power plant; supplying AC electricity to New York, Canada, and Chicago.  At the turn of the century, this was a miracle and a luxury only those who lived near a DC generator way-station in smoggy New York, owned and maintained by Thomas Edison who did everything in his power to discredit Mr. Tesla.

I could go on, but his legacy stands for itself.  We would not have electric or hybrid cars (both traditionally use 3-phase motors), home electricity, radio frequencies (Wi-fi, radio, satellite) fluorescent light,.. the list goes on.  More importantly, his poetic view of science and the world around him has always been inspiring to me.  I see a lot of Nikola Tesla in my son Jack Tesla.  I am proud of that.  I hope he understands the gravity of his namesake and pushes himself to his passions as Nikola did 100-years ago.

 

Canada day at Niagara Falls was spectacular.  If you have the means; I highly recommend it.

 

Games

E3 2018 has come and gone again.  And again I am both exhilarated by what we’ve gotten and disappointed by what we have to wait for…  or may never see (Scalebound anyone?).

Some quick thoughts on “gaming” as a subject for a moment.  We are a healthy gaming family.  We use gaming to share experiences, encourage creativity, and explore concepts and worlds.  I say “healthy” gaming because we all know a relative or friend who “lives in his mother’s basement” that doesn’t do anything with their life.

I believe gaming to be an important part of my family’s life and my children’s development.  With some of us either being “on the spectrum” or “socially inept”, gaming helps myself/my wife and my kids bond in ways that would be difficult otherwise.  We share experiences through worlds like the Halo universe, platformers like Cuphead, and the massive creative endeavors of Minecraft.   It is a joy to work with my kids to solve puzzles, go on adventures, and laugh derisively in jest at each other’s demise in friendly competition.  As with everything in life, it requires a balance.  Too much of a “good thing” can quickly turn into a bad thing.  I believe for the most part in a well-rounded life.  Gaming is of course but one aspect of our life as a family.  I believe as with many things in life that God has given us tools to enjoy life to the best of our desires within his law.  I am greatful that He gave us the technology and drive to develop such amazing games and experiences that I can share with my family.

I know that all sounds ridiculously cheesy but I really do try to find “God in the details”.  No doubt He gave us a creative spirit and a curious nature to create these works of art.  I’m very greatful that my family mostly shares my passion in gaming as a whole.

 

Now, on to E3.  Halo: Infinite.   That is all.

GOODNIGHT EVERYONE

 

A Lot To Take In

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This last month was quite the roller coaster.  From returning from the Great American Road Trip with the Opel GT group, to my Grandmother on my mother’s side passing away upon my return, to big things happening in our careers and our home; things have been a bit crazy both emotionally and physically.

We attended the funeral in Washington State and got the opportunity to visit with many family members we hadn’t ever met.  I’ll give my Grandmother kudos for being able to keep up with so much of our diverse family and being such an inspiration to so many.  The ceremony was beautiful and my boys were a welcome antidote to my mother’s mourning.

While out there; we made the best of it and went sight seeing through the beautiful Seattle area.  What trip to that area wouldn’t be complete for a family of geeks without a visit to the ‘Silicon Valley of the North’.  We were able to visit Microsoft, Bungie, and a great MoPop (Pop Culture Museum) exhibit of Star Trek and various other Sci-fi displays (Marvel being prominent).

We are back to ramping up our house-search again having been convinced that we want to be more open to and available to family and friends.  Living where we live in the “no parking after 4PM” gated community, that makes that goal very difficult presently. Here’s to God-led decisions and level-headed wisdom.

 

 

OPEL

MORE TO COME!

Apologies, been crazy busy and will post the final days of the trip in the coming days. Please stand by!

Day 4:

05/01/18:

Louis van Steen of the European Opel GT Club who is joining our group from the Netherlands noted the previous day while admiring the view from the Grand Canyon that when Opel wants to make a ‘splash’ at a press event, they don’t bring out their latest and greatest automobile – they bring out a 50 year old car that has been an icon for Opel for years – the Opel GT.

As a car that isn’t known to anyone but admired by everyone; the Opel GT serves to show what can be done when a car company is tired of being known as the farmer’s car company and wants to remake itself. The Opel GT under the protective cloak of a pre-millennial General Motors was able to flirt with it’s German heritage and bring out it’s revered engineers for a jam session of creativity; build a FUN car. Up until that point, Opel did not have any sports car or even any ‘sport-y’ car. It was home to the boxy compact cars and had only recently dabbled in the racing world with rallye versions of their boring models.

Borrowing parts and drive trains from the aforementioned “boring’ cars of the 1960’s, Opel was able to slap together a beautiful example of German engineering with the help of Opel Stylist Erhard Schnell. It is quite apparent that after seeing the Opel GT in concept form in 1965 (which was then owned by General Motors), GM decided to make a brutish version of it with the advent of the Corvette C3. While not a huge fan myself of that generation of Corvette, I do appreciate it’s roots in the German designer who gave the Opal GT it’s flair.

Crossing over into Colorado and visiting the Four Corners monument with 25 examples of this great German “baby Corvette” was a sight to see. Our Opel engineering photographer Isabella Groth (seen signing the under-hood of my father’s car) marveled at the desert landscape that would highlight her company’s pride and joy. We thank her for joining us on our great American road trip and further thank her company for daring to come out with the little car in the first place.

Continue reading “OPEL”

Ready…

…Player One.
The opening to the book has Wade Watts lamenting how he wished he grew up in the 1980’s – I want it to be the 2040’s.  I want the Oasis.  Someone get on this!

Having been dabbling in Virtual Reality for a couple years now, we are VERY much in the early stages of Earnest Cline’s idea of a virtual meet-space.  The biggest issue we are having right now is fooling our brains.  We’re far from the X1 suit in Wade’s world, we don’t yet have a multi-directional treadmill (that doesn’t cost 10’s of thousands), we don’t yet have the PERFECT tracking required to suspend total belief of reality.  I did appreciate the movie in that they actually explained a good amount of these issues that the book seemed to skip over (especially traversing the virtual environment. These are the things that will require at least a decade.  The issue isn’t software; it’s hardware.  The devices in the book and the movie require advancements in tracking, retinal projection, and sensation feedback before we can truly live in that world.

Don’t get me wrong, I love what we have, but Ready Player One leaves me wanting more. I think what makes it so intriguing is how relatively close we are.  In franchises like Star Trek and the like; the technology is SO hypothetical and idealistic, it isn’t likely to come to fruition in our lifetimes or ever.  With the Oasis, we’re less than a couple decades away.

I am encouraged by seeing companies like Microsoft have internal project code names like “Oasis” to designate their “Mixed Reality” endeavors.  Their tracking system is in it’s infancy and already it is about 60% of the way to where we need to be for things like the Oasis to become a reality.

Here’s hoping we can push the envelope.  I look forward to meeting many of you in virtual meet-space soon.

My buddy.

Very strange that I would actually like a dog. Those who know me know that I am not a fan at all of animals yet somehow this thing “piggle-wiggled” her way into my heart. I may have a separate section for the antics of our pets on this website but I thought you would appreciate this little gem.

Cheers,